4:14 AM
family
brothers
girlfriends
friends
gyming
mahjong-ing
peace
hello hello. you missed out 'gorgeous', but added an 's'
I'm super bored and super disappointed. Kelvin told me to wait toll Saturday then I shall. But it's so so so long. =/ Singtel, you better come up with some good promotion for arku. Lao niang am very pekcek with M1. I'm pinning my hopes on you. =/ Anyway, I came across this really interesting phone while in Singtel. It's so tiny wheeny and sleek. BUT, only a 1mp camera. It's focus is the music. BUT IT'S REALLY ADORABLE.
To me, it's adorable.
Fern call just now and woke me, saying we gonna do the interview on Saturday, 2pm. company and manager yet to know. LOL. @#$%^&*()_. No. I'm not scolding fern, and no body. its just, ' what is this?' kinda thing. Then Irskine texted just now and added the venue. ALJUNIED baby.
kuakuakua.
Saturday I'm really busy can. but well. i gonna squeeze some time for that. buh.
On another note, I'M MISSING GORDON A HELL LOT. I was so hoping to see him today at the ritual, but he wasn't there. I expected much. Because school started and he's has to go school. But till, VERY DISAPPOINTED.=/
I really hope I don't have to wait till jing cha gugu's wedding to see him. uhhh.
gordon gordon.
Yeye. I really miss you oh-so much. Can you tell me where are you now? Or can I send you a letter or something? I don't want to cry anymore. Because they keep scaring me, that if I cry, you'll see, and you'll be sad. You hadn't miss out any fun. Because there isn't any without you around. It's been 49 days and I'm fully convinced, that it's not at all a dream. You left and that is it. Gordon asked me, ' brenda jie jie, why did you cry?' I didn't know how to tell him, tell him it feels like you'r no longer mine. )_:
I cry I cry and I cry and I cry. Adults lied, when they say tears touches life.
)))))))))))))))))))))))_:
I need a shoulder and I need a thousand hugs. Maybe some uhu glue too to piece my heart.
boy, I love you so.
;i am
afraid
