1:02 AM
The sun is setting, so damn beautiful. With nothing in my mind, I'm sitting on the bed
and here in my room, I can see the sphere of life going down.
Now its hiding behind the cloud, as though shielding away his weary face.
As i talk to you my dear diary, the sun has waved its last goodbye, leaving trails in bright orangy red.
Far behind the cloud i couldn't see, it's gone.
I don't know how long more I can wait. Soon, the feeling will go, along with your cold shoulder. till then, nothing will anymore make a difference.
Am I destined to lose you? Are you made to be someone else's?
Say yes now. so save me from the pain for carry on waiting and pinning on hopes. And in the end, I'll lose you to her.

So what I'm crying, so what I'm crying over you?
So what you fought him, so what you try to protect me now.
HOW MUCH LONGER WILL YOU BE HERE?
STOP MAKING ME BELIEVE, BELIEVE YOU STILL LOVE ME.
IF YOU AREN'T HERE TO STAY,
GO AWAY NOW. JUST GO.



;i am
afraid