I kept quiet because I don't know what can make it better.

I'm starting to feel like a loser some how in my life. whats with all these misses that I am tearing for in the middle of the night that you'll ever see. What's with all the tears that comes withthe song that totally just reminded the days of me and you. whats with siting in the middle of nowhere and start thinking,

I miss you, honey. why wont you come home.

how many texts i type in my phone wanting to send you. How many times i mumble missing you lots and hoping it flies to you. useless of the useless. i guess you don't even care. What were you doing when I wasn't there. Who were you missing when I wasn't there in your head. Who are you telling i miss you much. who are you telling i need you so.

I'm starting to hate sleeping, because i fear seeing your face when my eyes are closed.
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I hate to feel I upset Geok. but i really cant make the time to spare right now with projects and all tight in my arms.

Its scary somehow to know Adri and me are just so alike, in many ways. something new once and again, we cannot be asked the same thing more than twice; being it equates to testing our patience at your on risk.
I've made it clear to many I'm IMPATIENT. and to some closer ones,I'm not entertaining same question over and over again, or the same matter more than once. like, if you called me or text me, if i hadn't answer, obviously I'm not free or simply not in the mod to entertain anything else other than myself. what's wrong wit you people who do it over and over again thinking I had accidentally missed it( over and over again). Regardless i had actually hears the ring or not. or read the text. Does it even matter? I ain't gonna answer to them still.
On the contrary, It feels great because Adr and me has a lot to talk about it just justify the fact that we are cliquing like heaven made. Ain't it just beautiful to be with somebody who share similar thought and arguments as you?
IT DOES, to a very big extend.



;i am afraid