08 September, Saturday

OH i feel so cheated, but happy after all. ((((((((: don thank me anymore Black, i ought to thank yo i guess.
YES. I'm NOT fond of Luo Zhi Xiang at all. and I never imagined i'll ever one day appear to want his signature at his event. and today i'm today it! Oh shit i feel so, uhh, off? i dont know what i sthe best word to use. moreover, i'll never do such things to any idol. i dont idolise anybody. ahhahhaha. im unfriendly. but for Hong wei's sake i was there. well, since i agreed ( though unknowing to the actual situation when i said okie) i would just go with him. i know he totally loves SHOW a lot. so long he's happy. I SAID I'M A GOOD FRIEND ((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

well, so now i have the autographed album by SHOW and i seriously dont know what to do with it. i'll sell it to you if any of you can offer a good price. (((((((((((((((:

Off stage, Hong wei wouldnt know, when he is all filled with emotions, jumping with joy and eyes filled with tears of happiness, a lot of thought are going through in my mind. He wouldn't know, he made me so happy too to see him this overjoyed. i can see his eyes turned red, tears oozed and blurred his eyes, no. he didn't cry, the tears didnt fall. But they were there. and its enough to show me his emotions. (: i can see how he would have hug a person in front of him and jump around. but he couldn't hug me. I don' know but i feel so happy seeing him later that. affectious huh i guess, made me happy too. because i came along with him an he got to see Luo Zhi Xiang, shoke his hand, and got his signature. even talked to him. he would not have turn up if i hadnt say i'll go, because he didnt want to go alone.

Hong wei : ' eh thanks you leh, really. if you were my gf, i would've have hug you, and for real long.'
bren: ' go ahead then if you want. im okie. i konw you are really filled with joy. '

(((((((((((: i just want to smile for a long time. its just that simple; to make someone happy and make yourself happy. its for the minute, for the hour, the whole day and a memory of the whole life. when i see him like like this just now, i was standing less than a cm away beside him, and less than 5cm in front of him. i can see and feel all his emotions. i know he's happy, and he made me feel so too, and i've already forgotten i was really tired today, or i don like Luo Zhi Xiang. At least i've changed his day. (:

i so love a friend like that. am really happy.

This is the freaky crowd over there, not that mny though compare to other events of his. for a firsttimer like me, its freaky enough. ha.


and so, i made hong wei take a shot with the CD. he insisted he don't wnat his face to be seen. so alright, so it shall be with the STAGE tee ( same as zhi xiang's)
HE IS A STALKER.
Previously he was complaining ow small is zhixiang's picture on the entire album, i couldn't get him since i hadn't got hold of the Cd yet. and viola. its really a good tiny whiny little picture at the bottom right hand corner. stare till the cow comes home, its not going toget any bigger. HAHAHA.

Hong wei is so excited and engrossed in zhi xiang; busy taking photo of him, totally ignorance to my existence, and there i am. staring into space bymyself. ((((((((((: i was wnjoying his happiness. Its relaly interesting to see him in teh overoye state. best laugh of the day man.


i tried to camwhore with the album after i got home. there you go. ((:
enjoyable day, all n all.

ehhh. im thinking if i can just copy and paste everything to hong wei's blog. i lazy type la. i'm still in sort of hong wei's pcture of zhixiang. that ass hasn't sent me.



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