haiz..i donoO wat to blog either.so damn sianx.+[depressed.]+ do eeuu noe tat kinda feelins./ i hate miiself.so much so i dunnOo how to hate anim0ore.waitin fer ven's reply.sent her an e.mail lax nyte.deres nth i wan say either. i jus wan assure readers tat i'm perfectly straight.i lik guyx not gerlx.tink i shldnt mention so much abt ting on blog. i'll still c her as a reali gd fren. iMisShHer but InoTtlLeslarx.