12:37 PM
OMFG. it was so so too damn long when i was last here. I remembered I cant log in at all last year. it got me so freaking mad. Then eventually after a month or so of trying I gave up in despair. I left my blogspot untouched ever since.
It was a really hard decision back then. I never ever entertained the thought of deleting it. IT HAS TOO MUCH MEMORIES as I grow up all these years. I don't like the idea of abandoning it. But I cant log in ! so no choice.
its 0341 in the morning. 1st Sept 10. I was just randomly-nothing-to-do-outta-the-blue thing just miss my blogspot and i entered the site. then i said ' why not just try?' At that moment, I sompa i was telling myself its a wasted try though I know, because I totally have forgotten the log in details, and I just tried any that came to my mind. LOL AND HOLA! I'm in. Mad or what HAHAHAHAHAHAH.
I really am shocked. Relieved too. I miss you, MAN, cinderellaroses.
Hanhan said things happened for a reason. Not gonna explain how it's relating to this now, lol.
THINGS HAPPENED FOR A REASON.
One year passed and gone, ain't sounding long but neither is it actually any short too. I think I've grown up a little bit more and changed. Not the best kid in town still though, or the perfect girl next door. But I really think I'm changing and comparatively, I've grown a little bit more sensible I guess. HA.
Facebook still as dead, pictures album still as thin, friends as little, though. But WHO CARES. hahahah. I know and I'm very clear who I love in my life and who I need. Maybe the best thing I've learned over the year, is knowing myself.
when An replied saying ' Ooh. I love shopaholic sister.' I swear I really want to cry. But I really thought It's sucha soap opera and I gonna be damn embarrassed if she ever know about it. Ha.
I always think about people. People who came and left taking a part of me with them. A big part or a small part. People who make me come thus far. These people whom I miss, I've always been missing them, always remembering. And many a times, I just so wanted to tell you 'I remember you. Never forgotten.'
(:
Brenda is a Big Girl now.
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