5:08 AM
Everybody looks happy. Or is it just me? Things are getting very much different in here. Certain changes, like combustion, are irreversible. Try as you may, there is just nothing you can do to bring things back to it's original self. Pretending silly is just lying to oneself it can be erased. It may have died down, the sorrow may no long grief for the rise of this torrent, but the soul will never be calmed till you bend forward, dress down that ego and cajoule the shattered trust. Ignoring and pretending will not resolve anything or turn anything better. somehow, certain time, one just can't grasp this.
' You have to take chances for the things you cared for'
I believed I've done my best.
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I have a friend. There's always been something special in between. No, not what you are thinking. we've never really been there, but no matter how far we went, when we get back, there's never a gap.
Maybe, in a way, I see this man grow. ha. We were never in love, but we always love us. Tomorrow, this man is going to leave on a 8am flight, and I really am going to miss him back here.
KUA KUA KUA.
I'm really going to miss this man who is more than a head taller than me, but so endearing to me.
' It's really sad to see you leaving jasper, good luck, and take care of yourself. do remember to come back. I'm waiting. HA. Bon Voyage.
loves.'
P/s: we went to Admiral grill bar for dinner, u a hill, in a club. I love that place.
P/p/s: and that lady in black is Sam's sister, Rebekah.
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afraid