I hate being forced into doing something that I'm not keen on, and totally had no intention of doing. Moire when I feel there's no such need and not the right time. I am not hesitating I just don't want to rush. I DON'T WANT TO RUSH THING GET IT? I'VE STATE MY REASON AND STAND. I DON'T WNAT TO GO ON REPEATING IT AGIAN AND AGAIN. IF YOU STILL NSIST ON OTHER WISE AND NOT GET ME, SUIT YOU. BUT DON'T COME BUGGING ME. 

Merely a month, nowhere forever. Stop making decision for me without discussing with me or hearing what I have to say. Once is enough. Twice and again is a nuisance. 

I hate parent interfering mine or ours decision on anything. yours or mine. ESPECIALLY YOUR PARENTS, ON MINE. 

I want to have a say. respect my thoughts and stand. I feel uncomfortable and period. say no more. Don't impose an obligation onto me against my will. 

I can give in to you. Keep on giving. But please know it cannot go on forever. One day I'll get tired of it, and I will no longer want to do so for you, and do noting at all. Please don't take me for granted. 

There's so much to say. 

This is too risky. Let me go my way.