Updated.

I'm totally in a bad mood. this is the 3rd day. 

Thursday

Started feeling giddy with a bad headache in Icc lecture. ended early and decided to come home to rest before going for work. Died on my bed and not able to get up by 430. speculating I'm running a fever.

texted ivy but to no response, I braved to Isetan. I almost fainted right there on the train. My head was burning but I'm freezing on the train. My head was fucking heavy and I feel like my brain moved as I moved my head. Its fucking heavy. my eyes lid feels like they are on fire. I was forcing it open. 

I'm running a temperature. 

upon reaching then did i know they are having private sale, I didnt know. Damn. there is no chance i can cancel my work so i just went in without telling them I'm running on fever. Anw its not like they are gonna let me home. 

My brain was freaking empty, its burning and i worked for private sales. yet, they keep throwing tantrum at me because they don't want to get the blame from stupid customers. 

texted Wei after everything ended and said I'm running a fever, told her to tell moo, and that I ain't going to school the next day, plus to get somebody to come fetch me at the lobby. Obviously, she didnt. and replied. everybody slept.

 

Friday

Missed school because I totally cant get out of bed. the fever kept me sleeping till noon and when i finally got up, and went to polyclinic. its closed. how do I know. Upon reaching home, Moo raised her voice at me for not going to school; not at all bothered I'm running a fever. Obviously wei didn't pass the message. and nobody bother to find out. 

Today.

Fever is not going down at all. for the whole morning till noon, I just sink in and out of consciousness. Everybody is damn fucking good. they dump me alone at home not at all concerned I'm running a fever. Nobody even bother to prepared any food so that i could have them when I wake up to take my medicine. and An got the cheek to ask me if I'm joining them for a feast in Suntec. FUCK YOU. I don't even have a piece of plain bread right now. And they got the cheek to ask ah ma and call me, no. i should say lecture me. that i ain't there. and that I'm freaking hell just damn lazy to go get myself some food. FUCK YOU. If you people think fever is so nice to get and you still can walk around like normal. go get one and try yourself. 

I texted siewleng to say I'm running a fever and i cant work for today. MIND YOU. I'M ON DUTY FOR MIDNIGHT SALES TODAY. 

and she freaking hell tell me to go at 6 after I rested. and I have to call jenny in Paragon myself. What did I get? 

A very loud ' HUHHHHHHHHHHHH' and damn bu shuangly ' okay lo' 

WTF. 

Im freaking angry and bad mood and dulan I'm crying on my bed with my fever still burning. Too many things I'm not going in details.  

okay. everythng is over. 

BUT THE FEVER IS STILL TAKING ITS TOLL ON ME,

I shall take back my words, I think my family are still good after all. =/