Last night I sat on my bed, unable to fall asleep because I was thinking of JianYing,reminiscing about the past, and feel a tad sense of lost because he wasn't around anymore.
Made worse when Ql called by mistake. ( they were tgt in East coast, having a bbq kinda thing)

In the middle of the night, I fell asleep and dreamt of him. (not the first time)

The next morning I woke up seeing him n my eyes, and the dream vividly in my head.

Am I not over him? or is this just post-breakup syndrome? bluhg.
HA.

Anyway. I do have quite a bit of photos to show and blog about with all my bf dear and husband from March. but apparently, your highness is feeling to the core lazy after all the long posts in march. I HAVE BEEN HEAVILY ROCRASTINATING IT ALL. I feel shit for this. But if ant to hear, I would say that I have been happy. I dont need to blog a whole load of pictures with my girls to show the world I'm happy la.

and ADR husband. we dont have nice photos tgt. we better meet and take some. dont force me to put up your random solo shot. AHAHAHAHHAHAH.
grin.

;i am afraid