I feel like I ran a marathon today. Somehow I feel worn out.

I rushed to sch not knowing the NE lecture starts at 2, not 3. and got there roughly 10 minutes late. But definitely still on time. I rushed, like no tomorrow, and when I got there, the entire LTC was filled to the brim. Hoard of students were squeezing at the door, keeping it open. I was outside the door, few feet away. LOL. Please imagine the crowd.
I don't get it. They made it a compulsory attendance and obviously want many classes at one go, then get the auditorium la. Lagi best. Then the entire cohort can have it altogether. Efficient and effective. Rather then the current situation; separate to a couple of different lectures with many many classes as possible in each, and jammed up the LTC like tiger beer in a baby's mug; IT JUST DOESN'T FIT.

Have they got some brain?

If you still don't get it why I am this annoyed, because lao niang rushed to sch, drenched in perspirations, and what I got is standing outside the LTC staring at heads of noobobo students squeezing at the door, frantically fanning myself with my clueless petite right hand and still drenched in persprations. I was totally wet, IN PERSPIRATION MIND YOU! And if you are so retarded to realise, the weather is like it is in Sahara desert these days. Not helping at all.
I didn't get to enter the LTC at all. I didn't even get to it's door. And so I end up leaving the lecture (like I've even attend any at all literally.)

I was so hot, I went to the washroom and tried to clean myself up and cool down. But to no avail. Then everything started to get on my nerves, with all the discomforts I was experiencing then. I was texting weihong and complaining bits. Then I call Ken, who came out of his EMRS office to meet me right away, risking his 'safety' with his supervisor. DAMN A GOOD FRIEND RIGHT? Omg. He is, man. I am so blessed to have him.
He came out to the main door of his office stretch and we stood by the door, your highness complaining away.
ken: omg, why are you so wet? are you okay?
Then messing with my top,
ken: You got sexy not?
bren: !@#^&*()_ -complaining away-
ken: huh then how now? okay okay. what do you want to do now?
bren:
I need water!
ken: -ponting to a stretch of stairs behind the doors, inside the office compound-
okok. I let you in. you take this stairs, it leads you into arcade straight and wait for me. I accompany you to cheers.
bren: huh can meh?
ken: can can. don't bother just come in quick.

Got good friend not?
Damn it, I feel damn loved man.

Then basically we just headed cheers and got green teas and my yoghurt. Just as we exited cheers, ken's partner called to say his lecturer was at the office so he needed to run. LOL. And he left in a hurry with ' okay I need to run. stay around for a moment and wait for my call.'

LOL. He's like afraid that I'll get lost or something, or that as if I was terribly traumatised then.
So I went back up after him to the bridge to just rest and finish up my yoghurt. I like it there because basically its quiet then, and it doesn't feel that warm. Soon Ken called again.

ken: where are you?
bren: on the bridge outside you.
ken: okay. when are you going back?
bren: soon I guess. After I finished these stuffs.

Till then, I realised subconsciously, I fear a little going out of the school. Myself. Alone. And I knew exactly why. I was texting weihong and expressed a little about it.
'pretend that you didn't, even if you see,' he said.

bren: I see so many faces, and I hate it.
ken: I want to walk to you out, wait for me. just awhile more.
bren: when?
ken: go if you need then, I'll see you next week. take care of yourself.

So, I thought to set off for home. It's time. So I went to the washroom and clean myself. When I look at myself inside the mirror, at that moment, I saw a face I feel pain to see. It speaks of uncertainties and fear, of weakness. Every extended stretch of wrinkle tells a story of overcoming pain. I asked her, ' Why? Why do you feel so weak? You are too soft. Why do you fear?'

before long, Ken rang up again.
ken: where are you?
bren: In the washroom
ken: where?
bren: outside your office
ken: I'm done. I can move now. I'll walk you out.
bren: you are done? now? you mean you can go home now?
ken: No. But I can move away now. Don't bother. It's slacky in here. I'll be out in 5. Wait for me outside.
He walked me out to the train st and see me off.
AIN'T HE A GOOD FRIEND?
I was really touched, and full of gratitude. It's friends like that who kept me alive. I believe.

p.s. Gab. If you are reading this, I so wanted to call you up in school just now, in my distress. You came to my mind first! C'on. You are my favourite kantang in school now! Ha. But I remembered you said you were in sch for proj then, so I didn't want to disturb you. Aren't I nice. aww. <3

p.s.s. I was wear a top that cover only upper 2/3 of my torso. Ken was just over reacting, I think. HA.


Anyway. I came across a very nice chocolate recently, credits to almighty T. weihong. He was telling me about this chocolate that he apparently has gotten addicted with, which he got from camp and we couldn't find it in Cold Storage. He basically kept on going on about how nice and gratifying it is, and he uses 'addictive' to describe it. ADDICTIVE mind you, addictive. Incredulous, I feel. But he definitely got me interested to experience for myself this awesome candy he had made it to be.

Its one of the many chocolate range by Delfi. I don't know about you, but it's a pretty recognised brand for candy for me. This chocolate is call Choco Mini peppermint. It comes in a almostsquarish rectangular box, slightly more than a centimeter thick. It's packaging is basically white and green, and it seriously reminds me of the very well know product of Philip Morris. Later I'll show you why.
The Chocolate comes in small little bean size, no bigger than a regular soya bean! And yes, they are in green too! They're tiny whiny to me, just like eating Smarties, or M&M minis. But they are totally different. Smarties and M&M are designed and appeal to kids. Whilst this choco mini I presumed is for older age group, adolescents or what you called, the young people. The chocolate bean is of 3 layers, crust, filling and core.
The first layer is a coat of candy coloured green, which makes the crust and give it the crisp bite. Next is a layer of chocolate filling. Lastly, in the center is a lump of white substance, the peppermint!
To the uninterested, it is just a very normal chocolate with peppermint. Yes, I shall not deny, and that for a peppermint or peppermint chocolate lover, like myself, this is just one of the many good ones. But I assure you, this Delfi Choco Mini peppermint, with it smallish size and crunchy crust, and the strong peppermint flavour that will ooze into every pores of you, will get you addicted, even if it's temporarily before you return to your usual old favourite.
When Weihong brought me a pack last Sunday, it took my attention by its intriguing packaging right on the spot( show you later why I said intriguing). After dinner, I took an inaugural first attempt to these candy. First pop, and I was addicted.

I present, Delfi's Choco Mini peppermint. Doesn't it just reminds you of something. what else can you think of to be of a box like this, white and green.
Yes. It's the infamous Philip Morris's honourable creation, Marlboro Menthol Light. Okay, I know it pretty different. Totally different thing in fact. But they are similar, don't they?

All the minis in the box! The box is filled to the brim this little beans. Smack pass for quantity.

They are this small. Very adorable.
wh: small right?
bren: omg. alamak. Looks like dinosaur's egg to me la! damn. HAHA.


The top of he box reads ' CRUNCHY CHOCOLATE SNACK'. It is crunchiness promised. Pass quality too.


I know the picture is blur, but this is to show yo how it look like when bit half. Crust, filling and core. SEE IT?

I SOMPA. It's good.

When I got home, wei saw it and asked me for it. I proudly agreed and told her it's awesome and how addicted I was, and that apparently it cant be found in Cold Storage even, and weihong get it from his camp. But she nonchalantly replied, ' yes I like it.'
So I was taken by surprise and returned, ' huh? you knew about this? How come I don't know?'
Wei rolled her eyes and in an even more nonchalant pitch, ' Jie, the vending machine in my school has it, going at 1$ pr pack.'

-.-

Moral of the story?
Elite school has almost everything. In doubt, consult. Don't boast to a sister studying in an elite institution. JEEZ.
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I've got other random dreams again. I'll update soon. And other miscellaneous matters, along with maybe bits of my birthday fever.
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;i am afraid