8:00 AM
2300 at night.
I'm going back to school tomorrow at 0830 early in the morning for csp. I pretty scared and nervous and jittery and fearful and worried and all of it. all whatever you can name. who to come with me. who to accompany me. who to be with me. who to help me. who to hold me? crazy crazy crazy. THIS IS CRAZY.

when you were here, you took away my fear.
;i am
afraid