editted.

I don't know who you are, but I think you should stop browsing my friend's blog from mine, esp bf's. -ahem. especially when you aren't even my friends, I know there are irritating visitors like that. 3rd 4th degree friends of god know whose friends, stop linking from everybody. you are just an irritant. stupid people.

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After long consideration and full of indecisiveness from geok, I decided to get a Xanga. Great. so now I have a blogspot, a Livejournal and a xanga. But apparently, my livejournal is pretty much of useless and abandoned. ( and yes, I've deleted the account today.) Look, this is what happened; blogspot has stayed with me for eons years since my virgin post in secondary school and it still is. But I don't like it to reveal my profile and it basically circulate only within my intimate circle of friends. Anyway, people who don't really know me, they don't get I what I'm bitching and yakking about on my blog too. And sometime, there'r certain things that mentioned, that cant be decipher by just anybody literally or superficially. You get it, you get it. You don't, good, ignorance is bliss. (: No, I'm not trying to be aloof here, but this is how I feel. Like geok says it too, 'I just need the few you to read, or to know.' EXACTLY, isn't it?
But, recently I realised,
1. More and more people are getting to know my blog. Yes. I said I don't reveal my link around to any, and thus you are thinking, ' then since they know it, means I let them have it, then whats the fuss about?'
Yes, I agree. I let them have my link so they can read, because they are friends I feel okay to reveal my blog to. Obviously. But. and so it leads to my second point.
2. there are certain times I want alot of privacy to my blog. Thus I don't want anybody to read it except for a couple. In the first place, my blog is a place I like to keep to myself and rant on certain stuffs that surfaces here and there, now and then. Especially for some matters that involve strong emotions and deep feelings. These are the things I want only geok and Adr, or maybe one or 2 more to know. not all the friends.
so you asked, 'why don't you just lock the post or private it?' good question darling,
3. BLOGSPOT CANNOT LOCK A SINGLE POST OR PRIVATIZE IT. Blogspot can only privatize the entire blog whereby only invited friends can read. which yours truly seriously find it a wasted of time, annoying and troublesome.

So I decided to get a Xanga. I was thinking about it, then I concluded that, NO. I will not abandon my blogspot; because it's been with me for so long. It's all my memories can tell, my life my story and YES, I feel attached to it d. Its kind of mushy, but seriously, honestly, I feel so. Under all circumstances, I'll still post my usual bimbotic bitchy entry to blogspot. but at times when Its too bitchy or somethings I don't want all to read. I'll have it here, in xanga. And at times. I'll just double post to both ( mainly bitchy ones I think) so my besties can just refer to one site ( xanga) and know everything. And at the same time, see my private post.

Okay, I chose Xanga because
1. It basically has all the function I feel in need of now, and
2. SO NOW I CAN READ GEOK PRIVATE POST W/O GOING THROUGH THE HASSLE OF SIGNING IN TO HER ACCOUNT. (:

GOT JIAN NOT. HAHAHAHA.

At this juncture, I feel lazy to go on typing d.wth. ha.
Anyway I met up with geok today.Impromptu stuffs. I went out in the evening to meet Aaron and rest for dinner. I'm like so super broke and they decided to dine in Mahattan Fish market. WTF, I got so suay not. Worse. I feel full because I had a pack of noodle for lunch ( Its actually breakfast moo bought, but I only wake up in the noon.)
in mid noon, and without doing much at home for the noon, not much fats or energy is burned. So i had soup with bread, and salad. AND WTH IT COST 20BUCKS AT THE END. Tomato and sheena had fish and chip and they paid like 10 odd each?

Anyway after dinner I let and went bugis to look geok up. helped her and with the closing and crapped home. series of pictures on the platform plus bits of gossips. HA.
I said okay to one of her ugly shot, after a series of 'no' to her pretty, me ugly shots, and she shrieked ammediately after my 'okay',
'HUH! ARE YOU SURE NOT?!'



Octopus.

geok, we got colour difference. HAHAHA.


I copy paste this whole chunk from my xanga. the rest after it, its for xanga. (:
too private la. I shy (:

and now I pronounced geok my bf, because she's my bestest I can have, like a bf who'll never break up with me.



;i am afraid