What is the pain I am feeling. breathing in deeply was no longer relaxing. The night was no ordinary with the extreme silences, and yet, such a din; so quiet I keep hearing noises from within. Its self reprimanding, its the frustration of being so close and still so far.

Are you trying to spite me with that?

Are you throwing your tantrum trying to rebel?



I blame myself for all this silly actions you commit now. I cried to the moon hoping he hears me, and lend me a shoulder. I reached for his arms to take me away.

my heart ripped and tearing its blood. my world painted red with my own bloody heart. tonight i cried, when you cheered to ego of a painted limb. 2 drops of tears and I said,' thats it'.

'From this moment on, we are through and through.'

no longer love you, I love no more. down it went, I drank my own tears. so you'll see me, cry no more.

love you, I once loved you.

no more. but no more.

;i am afraid