suddenly it feels so hard to let go. where were all the anger i feel just a minute ago? nothing is ever easy to let go. I'm just too stupid to think it's just nothing. Now whats the point of crying hoping he comes home? I've made it all go. what will it be like if i let it dragged on. will we still be the same? what will it be like if i had choose to condone the wrongs? will it be better, or just making things worse? I've lost all that we had and all that we gave. no i want you back so much, but I know i have to be strong. holding you back, I'm just making you painful,
