Seemingly, i feel like job-hop out of sudden. but apparently, its must be something that happened to trigger this long-lying thought deep within. Superficially, its none other than wanting to pursue something better than my current, like pay. $ka-ching$ Don prob. you know it well enough its mor ethan just the vitamin M matter. LOL.Sometimes i really ponder and wonder, is it me or what, why does it seems like, there must be some body in everywhere i go, to detest me and turn me off totally. ignoring these couple, i totally have no problems with people at all. tsk.

Its been raining i realised. ( is it monsoon? lol.) Like yesterday, its was pouring, okie , lets just call it raining, when i leave for sch. I've got only a lecture for the day, and plus, i couldnt find my management lecture notes, so i just went with wallet and phone in my hand. wore this pretty adorable mickey tee and shorts, with slippers. HA. sound liek going market though. anyway, after all my efoort through the rain, lesson end up to be only an hour. boo. i was so lazy and tired to wit in school idling alone for another hour plus for bf. so i joined BH for quick bites in NORTH and i went home to sleep. Raining man. and ideal for napping. HA. boyfriend is having soccer game with his mate later in the day after their TEP. he told me about it long before hand and obviously, he wants me around. typical. HA. but I understand and promised i will.
Anyway. things was i spent the noon napping and woke up around 430 5 to change and go back to sch for bf. i wanted to feel free and easy, and since we'll be under the sun, i guessed. so i decided to wear sarong over. and how would i know BF reacted strongly about it. he said it was too wrong. okie fine. so i changed into FBT shorts and tied my sarong over my body like a tube, (that is long and flare at my bottom). he said ' this is so much better!'
Okie, fineeeeeeeeeeeee. LOL.
and i was the only girl. i thought other female mates of his are there too thats why he ask me over. OMG. Made me like I'm so clingy to him. though I like to be around with him, especially supporting him at a game. -BEAMED. (:
the boys were funny. damn. HA.

我为什么还爱你 为什么还想着你

不是我不放弃

是什么原因 你狠心把我丢在这里

我为什么还爱你 为什么还想着你

不是我不放弃

是什么原因 你狠心丢我在这里

I'm starting to detest. what gave you the determination to leave me alone in the dark? all of you. one by one. filled with hatred. can you feel the pain?

;i am afraid