oh oh oh. its been really fabulous over this couples of weeks. remember the day wheni went to meet bf and his pal and got to some conflicts, but resolved? yer. after since. we met every week for interesting activities.! woot. well. the following week we went to sentosa.hongwei and jeremy was ard. and i got myself this uneven and ugly tan. uhh. bf got a little darker. and i mean, A LITTLE. HOHOHO! it was pretty short. we went in like ard 1030. and came out ard 4 5 pm. had dinner in calr's JR then movie 300 in vivo.
tell you what. oh my goddess. carl's JR has this freaking BEEEEG serving. its like what, 2 times my Mc chicken. lol. no its not exaggerating. well. okie maybe just to me. but lets not deny that the serving is really biger than usual. buh. i din i cant i couldnt finished my share at all. like half of the burger and 1/3 the fries. half the drinks? gulp* i believe hongwei must have had a good meal. bahaha.
i was a little relunctant on 300. but the crowd convinced me.because im the only one indecisive abt it. goddess. why is my life so pathetic. i mean. i really cant go for movie with ppl dying, blood, chase, action pack, horror, gruesome scenes, ugly faces, fierce animals, monster, snakes, dinos, king kong, gorilla, and blah and blah and blah. YER. i only watch cartoons.or pure comedies. i grew up on thiese films deras.
sometimes it really make me ponder. what is it or why isit that i behave in such a way. i reckoned it fall back to the fact that i only reads fairytale since young. i was so much influencedby it that i portrait the whole so happy and beautiful. princess and prince.strawberries and apples gardens. well wicked step mother or witches maybe, but theres always fairy godmother. and they are never too ugly to scare me. and because of this, i never want to bring myself further in to the reality of cruelty. i refused to realise so i don't know. i don't know abt them, thats why i fear them. till date, they are such strangers i cant accept them in my life. they scares me. bah.

isnt my life pathetic. I REALLY THIN K SO, THAT I AM.


oh. i went so far away. ha!
anyway. the sentosa trip really brings agonies to my OH-SO DELICATE skin ( complexion). baha. i peeled real bad, ( its still at it) and it itch real bad. my tan is so ugly and uneven i was uglified a BIG time. guh guh guh.
after that trip we met again like last wed. i met them later in the day. bf went first. went to deliver pram to weiting with lynn. weiting had successfully delivered her baby girl! she look so like her daddy.
met them in dhoby ard 4 plus. oh my god it was a big grp. hongwei brought his girl and ql brought racheal. there's also henry and jia yu. total 13 of us. splendid. they pooled then had movie stomp the yard then supper in makansutra by esplanade ( that was only me bf danny aileen ce ya and wei jie. the rest went back d.)
there is this moment after the movie we were on this link way from marina sq to suntec and millenia, we were jsust outside marina. the guys were smoking ( except for hong wei,he dont smoke. and danny, he cant smoke. lol.) aileen and addriana was with them i stood at the back with jia yu and racheal. i realise just the random and scrambled way they stood, protraited a very beautiful picture. its not describable by words. you gotta stand there and watch them. and feel it. you can feel the bond between each and everyone of them. they werent standing close. all spread out over a relatively big space. they din't even talk or joke much, just smoking quietly, and a little conversation now and then. it feels very comfortable.

and when i swear i'm not going sentosa again, at least not so soon. they said our next meeting we are crashing it again, which is this coming thurs. oww. i told bf im not keen.he sounds really in a difficult position. grrr. what to do?

;i am afraid