i've never seen him like that before. other than for her the other time. what is wrong this time round? why do i feel so lousy? he used to be so jovial. even when things go the wrong way round. like he always says, 'look on the brighter side.' he dont tell me whats going on anymore. so much like he used to. he dont smile when i crack my stupid joke. he always does. he knew i was trying to make him smile.



we are drifting.far away. i feel.



dint we expected this to happen back then. be it me or peixuan, we know there will be conflicts. he taught me to look on the bright side. he taught me to stay cherrful. is he angry with me. or what have i done that he is not satisfied with. because i have to rush to work today? because to him i don regard the project as anything important and rather, chose to work?

I dint say i'll run away from all the resposibilities from the projects. and i thought he ws the only one to understand. what happened.

am i wrong. then who should i please?
i feel lousy. very lousy.
im sorry nich.

;i am afraid