ah bong read my blog.
'buddy, 110% you cried. i can cry reading your entry.i wnated too but i made no tears. '

nicholas too.
' i know you are sad. i know you are. i read your blog its long. you aknow you are sad when you wrote that. you've got so much to say.'

i started working d. many many days. distracting myself? nich says im being stupid. he says its bad. why don i just do sth i like, so that i wont think. -smiling. 'like?' i know everybody is trying to be nice. i know. thanks people. (:

8.39 in the morning. i love the morning.suddenly i miss the way it feels in the morning. tranquility. im doing morning shift today. my very first morning shift after i joined. tangs. 10am-6pm. -chuckles. nervous? a little. plus excited.
im not dumb. just a little naive. -sweet smile.

;i am afraid