fuck lo.

okie first. i din update is because.jus simply because im lazy. i hate sit here n tink den type everyting. i'll wen im inthe fuckin mood to do so. alrite alriete i hear you call me pig. I ADMIT> k. lol. i don deny im damn lazy la. i don understand there be anybody like me. so damn lazy. all my fren noe k. =x okie okie. anw, back to where i was. since today i decide to pamper you(my dear readers) n write you something, den i try to write sth nice. hopefully its long for you to enjoy too. compensate for all the missed. so you pray. now. hehx.

as usual. i shall start with something current that is still flooding my head like no body's business. MINISTRY OF EDUCATION. fuck lo. i seriously dono wahat our government is doing. whats is today date. repeat to me.loud and clear. its already like what 11 april. most poly will start sch next wk. 17 april. and what. why are there still so many student still on hold. without a school. my very own pal. she got no sch till now. after so many rd of application .appeal or wateva. everytime they reject her. all she get is only a piece of paper that reads 'we regret to inform you that...' what the heck man. we are startin school next wk. we are having orientation this week. and she is still no where.who can understand her grief and worries. friends like us we can only accompany by her side. she wan to go otu. we go with her. she need to go down to the polyitself. we go with her. she cry. we see her cry. she's low. we watch her low and try to cheer her up. but that are all just superficial.it last for a moment of a min a sec. how she feel inside we can never understand. no matter how much we say we'll always be with her. we wont be able tog o the same a her. she feel different. she don feel one of us anymore. WE ARE SOMEWHERE>BUT SHE IS NOWHWERE. we tried so many trial of appeal. till now. all sch says they are full, and theres r still al long waiting list. the admin only noe how to tell us go home.write letter n wait. WAIT. how long do they wan us to wait. we have been waitin.and we still are. so many more are TOO. why. so long ler. we r startin sch ler. and there are still so many student with nowhere to go. they are sti;l appealin. look. all sch says full.n they added they hav a long waitin list still. think baiut it. why are there still so many of them without a place. don tell me sg now has more students den a place in school.there are not enufe school for us. if its not. then wat is goinon here. they are takin damn long. WHAT IS OUR GOV DOINIG i wanted to ask. fuck lo. FUCK.

shut up you ass hole who try to call me crude.

because you are not in my shoes. you dono how it feels.okie fine. yu can say that im not the one without a sch.its my friend. i don treat like my like shit and ignore them please. not like YOU. if you arent too then shut your trap and try to understand what we are goin thrg here.

i just want to understand whats going on. why is my friend n so many people left with just a groundless pit.they fall without a thud.wait without an answer. who to give them a answer what to do now. end their worries n grieves. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. its just fucking mad.


pretty is gettin busier and busier. hockey and school. he's so so so so busy now. and always soo tired. bu xi guan la. without him ard. disturb lai disturb qu. but now.because he's too tired.he don play with me liao.sadness. fei hua.i wont make him wake up n entertain me.i will let him rest. so getting moodless easier. lol. pretty ar pretty. haiyohx.


below are just random things that come to my mind.

eh. dennis went msia on sat morning d.for a week.he'll be back on this coming satits a educational trip by sch i believe. something to do with planes and flight. para-motoring it was called. hahahaha.

and i failed to catch up with mingli lichun and theresa these days. keep having things on.den i gotta sacrifice. feel so bad. ):

im having my orientation on this coming wed.strictly speaking is tomorrow. its 0058 now. then next mon school officially commence. sian. i still dono anybody from my course. and i don anticipate my orientation at all. =x hopefully it goes well. i always thinkill have prob makin friends.hehx. dao ma. attitude summore.lol. =x im pampered im hard to please. gd luck to my course mate. lol. ((((((((:

i miss my band. junhao.jel jeremy, all my trumpet juniors.atiqah n nolly ey all. kelly shiting becky shahreen eddy and all all all.

what else. =x

and ya ya ya. before i forgot. i always met incidentxs whereby i met ladies with their flies open!why man. why me! seriously lo. i keep having these incidents. and its always with geok. and geok keep laughin.n rubbing it in. and pls lo. i don dare go up and tell em la.only tell geok. and she wont go tell em too. why man. stop lettin me see such things can. get some one who can go up and tell em. one of the incidents the lady is with a man.her guy i guess. how to tell her. den the other one we are in a very crowded shoe store. n the lady is still happily tryin on shoes. standing in front of the mirror summore!N SHE DON NOTICE AT ALL! we are surrounded by ppl. how to tell her. ots lik tell ler how is she goin to zip it up? get wat i mean. and i'll shy too la. =x haiyohx.
okie wait. i tinki hear you. you dirty monster. just like geok. its not my fault k. i don mean to look THERE. but pls understand, IM SHORT. n i walk looking down. how high up can i look. MAN. seriously la. i don mean to. serious. toot geok. dirty monster. hahahhahhahahaha. (((:

then. no then.

;i am afraid