jor talked to me that night. heh.can i give a smile.yer i noe i can. -a big smile here. ((: he said i din updte my blog. okie. i shall put up some entry for him today. ermx. okie. lets jus begin with anything. this gonna be a toot entry whivh comprises anyting that come to my head. k.
first.my o level result. well.it was long out d. i've got 2 distinctions and 4 merits.L1 R4 + cca is 13. (thats wat writen on form A). but serious.i cant really fathom my own result. it seems to have something gone wrong somewhere. nvm lets not go into that.i don intend to put it up here and publicise it. hahahahaha though as i mentioned before.not many has my url. but i jus realise recently.quite a no of ppl hav.jus tat i dono. oh goddess shyte. buhh. back.you know wat.i actually scored a 6 for my english.for goodness sake. its a SIX. do you noe how fucked up i was.plus plus plus. e math.TATS MY FORTE> my dustinction subject. idiot. i scored a 3. hello. it a THREE. fuck. im not happy with my result at all. so wat its alr damn gd. i got distinction for science. gns. my science has always been three.when it come to major exam i scored a nice 2. yeyy.okie. i cant deny im happy in a way with a distinction for science.but i just cant forget abt that ugly 3 in my math. )))))))))))))))))): grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
-frown frown frown.
okie.then came my posting. i hate those toot business and accountacy courses . so damn boring. imagine.everybody is dointhe same thing as you. buh. so i wanted to go nursing. i tink i'll like it.being a nurse is not bad too what. i don understand why many like to discriminate nursing course students. tootness. well. my family are not diff. but i die die wan nursing. then.here come geok.dear geok. she say : bren.go nyp with me lar.(i wanted to go np nursing.) i wan go marketing.den you put marketing oso.we go tgt.k.go larx."
she plead and plead.psycho me. tada,then i finally.agreed. tootness. wen the posting came out. i got into nyp.marketing.do younoe where she go. nowhere.unsuccessful. wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. pek cek. im so not happy. to start off. i don like the sch. neither do i like the course. geok was my onll motivation.now she's not there.goddddess.wat m i dere for.. man. but i din went for appeal.dowan. its so troublesome can. so many things to do.after that i still gotta wait till end of march till i noe my new postin. i like to stick t o what is given to me. so i shall jus do it too this time.maybe im jus fated with it. haahahhaahahhaha. self consolation. tsk.make me happy can.stop rubbing it in. poke you.
after this. nth beeeeeeeg inmy life le.im not working at all. not i dowa. to kie.nobody wants me. they sayim too ugly.tarnish their image. ): (okie.this is a lie) hheh x. laugh pls. =x
haiyohx, its so boring now.i rather im schooling. jor. i don mind we can have a switch. den you can dota and maple all day long. -pokes. ((: okie back to wat i was saying just now. let me stress again people.pls take it to heart. I AM NOT WORKING.AND I M BROKE. haiyohx.bad days. seriously im very broke to the extreme d.im tryin to survive thrg this mth. i donmind if you people wan make some donation.hahhahahahah (((: bad you.i noe you wont. heh. i turned alot of dates. shopping ang outing. its so sad can. ))))): sadness. sad sad sad/ argggggg.
pls give me ideas of activities wwhere i don hav to spend alot. i gona chillout with geok.after her 259bill zen neon.she claims she broke too.hai yo yo. she suggest sentosa. so we may jus go play with sea water and sand.and slack out. or with any of you. if you wan jus chill off.
i've been frequent to geok place.her moo moo and daddy are nice people. her moo always make my dinner and invite me to it. her moo cooks NIICE dinner. hhahahah. ((: don drool here pls.yer you. -sweet smile. but a little bu hao yi si la. -shy shy. (:

next is regarding my band. fuck the principal. why make things so hard for my band. make my juniors cry. look. we hav a concert comin up this saturday. we printed 700tickets. and sir is expectin at least 600 audience. we wanted it in some kinda of concert hall.but rincipal don allow. okie.so be it.sch hall. it was suppose to be a sell-tix concert. and she don allow AGAIN. there different version of story as to why.since i dono exactly.i shant say anyting. make my majors changethe proposal again and again.toot her. )): okie. so. now. things are settled. sch hall.on 18march. 7.30. without sale. you jus hav to take tix from us. and NOW> jus merely a week b4.3 more practices to go. she says she don allow 700 into the sch. security measures AGAIN. hello.do you noe we alr hav 600+ audiences at hand.and tix hav alr been given out.eh? do you noe you r givin my band a big prob by jus wan sentence lidat.? how do you wan em to get back the tix and say.they cant come anymore. seats gotta cut down by more den half. ONLY 300 IS ALLOWED INTO THE SCH. hello.do you noe wat you r doin. it reflect badly on our band mdm! this is our FIRST concert.do you noe how much we wanted one.hav you eve r spare a thoughts for the band. you NEVER! we worked so hard. concert.we jus wan our very own concert.cant we.uh? do you how how shaken we were.how bad my band felt that day they got the news. ey dono wat to do with the tix.and the people.and they are so discouraged. jus because of you. -sob. NOBODY IS GOIN TO BRING IN MATCHES AND BURN THE SCHOOL DOWN MDM! OR SHOOT YOU DEAD WITH A WATER GUN.
(can you feel my grief now.? im really very down.) i miss my band so much. )): if you like. do cheer me up pls. ): tmr i'll go back to school. heh.people. if you wan see me in sch uni.date me tmr. hahaha.after my band. im jus so down over my band. )):

jus now geok told me. a senior from our sch. passed away. road accident. his bike collided into a tree. died. its so sorrowful, aint it. he's only 20. )): she said.the rest they went down to his wake today. sadness. let protect privacy.i dowan to say names. )):

cheer me up pls.

;i am afraid