after last week with my band. i miss them more and more. nahx wait. i should say 2 weeks back yer. that marc hols wk. actually i was hopinto return still for last wk and this week to see them for band prac and speech day rehearsal. but i din. in another word i couldnt.
its a sch day period dd.its harder to sneak in. my juniors sys i shant too. higher risk of gettin caught. so in the end. we decided we shant. saddenin though. but if nth goes wrong. i 'll go back sch this fri to see em for speech day ceremony. yeyy

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juu lied to me. -tao yan. i was crring before this. see. ju he left on saturday.25th. to sidney.say he migrate or wat. he'll be livin there joinin his parents and sisters. he say he'll study then inthat case. e all noe he'll go. and he promised to tell me when.he say he'll tell me wen he's leavein. but he din.he left without sayin. )): i texted him the other day. but i nv heard from him. i couldnt reach him thrg the text. he had left d by then i guess.):
he sent us all a mail. i read it jus now.and the first i nknow was that i was tearing.it went on as i read thrg the entire mail and till i replied him. it sound kinda dramatic to me too. but i was cryin as i write him the mail. juu was a super fren. he always acc me.in sch or at home.he's always with me wen i needed sum1 or when im low. he seems to know.he'll pop up from sumwhere. he nv failed to make me smile. juu is that nice. he's just that nice. you may not realise. he may not too. but i do.
when i first heard that he'll be leaving.i sank. and then finally he left. he din even tell me. i din get to see him off or even see him before he left. i dono how you see abt it. but its saddening. i miss him of course. its not anything to hide. ju is a nice fren. n i alwys see him as one. he lied. he promise to tell me. he said he will. :(
when i saw his mail.i noe he left d.when i start readin. i cried. i jus cried. you may wonder why.but it hit me quite hard. ju has that power. make him your fren.a fren you nv wan to lose. thats our julian.
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