i think there's quite some up and down in my life currently that i blooged less d. maybe its a state of confusion.too many thing or toolittle things.i dono what to blog abt. -sadness. lets start with the latest thing.which happened jus a couples of mins ago b4 i came to the com. the campus superstar. i caught the replay.[i missed it last night]. goddess. i like geraldine more and more. she had a different style of make up ytd. but its nice on her.no matter wat. hahahhahaha ((: i like her style of attire.don ask me y.i just like. i practically like everything abt her larx. -beamed. im startin to sound alittle crazy. buhh. but seriously. I LIKE GERALDINE. okie tats the main point. (: i waited for the result like hell. den it came after like freaking half an hr.?? goddes. i was spellin deraldine in my head. G-E-R-A-L-D-I-N-E G-E-R-L-D-I-N-E so on and so forth. i totally sank when she din managed to get in by the 3rd choice.i almost cried when F1 went in but NOT her!! god. i can feel the tears rushin up to my head. den i waited for the last annoucement. AND I DON UNDERSTAND WHY THEY MUST HAVE SO MANY COMMERCIAL BREAK>fucking alot can. i jus want to noe the result. getting on my nerves. heh x. then finally. F3 F3 i was screamin inside me.I CAN HEAR. the next thing i knew,i was alr tearing. GERALDINE WENT IN! thanks god! if theres eva a god beside me.i'll hug it REAL harddddddddddddddddd. madness. really. but she don happyy happy at all.subconsciously she must hav been.relieved and happy. but jia hang wentout.she felt for herself i guess. )))): i sunken a little too larx. diong diong diong...
if i can have one person in my life.i'll say i wan geraldine. then she'll be mine. whahahahahahahhah (: -evil laughter. lol. i mean.even if i only gotta be her friends.thats heaven enufe. -sweet smile. (:

GODDESS! my sis is so damn popular in sch larx.this is her first year in seconday school. and she's alr been receivin all the pampering that she can. that night. an suddenly shouted for me from the room.den she ran out to the com to me.came close to my face. SO CLOSE. and she said. 'jie. THREE guys asked wei to be girlfriend!!!!!!!!!' and then she ran back in like a crazy woman. lol. hahhahahaha ((: i followed up. the thing about it is. SHES ONLY SEC ONE. being the eldest sister.of course it triggered off my worry for her. she's still young. i got quite mad at these young little boys who tried to be adult and think relationship is chio.AND. i hate those a little older guys who tackle these little girls. fuck you. don let me know if any of you dare tough my sis. heh x (: -evil. hhahhhahhaha (((:

i wanted to blog sth up.but not yet. wen i decided to and i don feel lazy to. i'll.

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