we went shoothin last night in sum nice ulu carpark.
with alex's car.
[i dono if this sound funny.but seems like it sorta sound wrong sumwhere.
lol
muahhahhahahah (:]
it started off quite late. due to the rain n sum little little stupid stuffs.
it took us sum time to find the carpark too though.
it was quite stupid larx.
[don laugh.... buh. ]

we were like so ran-outta-pose last nyte.me and dear jus practically sit in the car with sum random stupid pose.
we were tryin to think of sth larx.
and soph is outside the car happily takin our sum random pics.
lol. (:


the maddenin part comes wen my animals at home went frantic tryin to locate me.and force me to go home.as if im tryin to commit sum murder case.
idiots larx.
buhhhhhhh )):
den they keep callin.everybody had a chance to call me.
buh.
den tat dinosaur called n say he wan me back in 10 mins. bastard. you think i fly>>???
wat nonsense. farker.
okie.then alex sped us back in his nice cute little sports car.
buh.
meaningless night.


i went to met my ex in the noon.
when he came it was raining.a gloomy afternoon.
he said he wanted to pass me sth.so i went.though i noe wat was it tat he wanted to pass to me.
he nv can hide anything from me larx. i just knew. i saw him at my lobby den we separated.i need to go get newspaper for my daddy. he said he cant go with me.

he was with another girl.

i dono how n why.it provoked my tears.
so i was under the rain alone.crying to myself. dramatic. but thats wat happens larx.so on the way back i was like luggin huggin this newspaper back with the rain and the tears.
we are over d i noe. i feel sad to c him with a new girl is not because i still wan him to be onli mine, or i still love him tat much i used to do . jus tat.
i used to the girl.

after all he's my first love.its not tat easy to forget.
not tat i cant let go our relationship.i was the one to initiate the break up. its tat you jus cant forget you were once tgt.
girls always find it hard to forget first love.isnt it.?
)_:

;i am afraid