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Wednesday, December 21, 2005
11:47 PM

hello!
im back im back. lol
((:

oh my god.you hav to believe this.
the entire trip was a torture.
):
just 5 days.short short 5 days.but it seems so much more longer then that.
in a way it does larx.
but in anither way it seems shorter too.
oow.what am i talking about.
im contradicting myself. nvm.
*chuckles.

anw.i reached there like 4am in the morning.
or 3am>>??
argg.who cares.anw its ard dere.
AND
i had my very first very bad gastric [attack] there.
it really hurts a big time.
i cant stand cant walk and i couldnt even just sit.
every position just hurts.
eww.
)):
and you know. we were like sitting in this starbucks.
so i couldnt really do anithing.
as in. i cant really make much noises due to the pain.
i can only endure in silence.
OH MY GOD. its damn bad.
then i was given some kind of drug thats suppose to ease the pain.
but i don c the diff larx.
lol
*laugh and laugh and laugh
in the end it causes drowsiness.so i slept on the coffee table.
*sweet smile.
oww.. (:

we din got our room till like 10 plus 11am that morning.
and i've been suffering. ):
when i woke up we left the starbucks and headed off straight to hotel.
then that day.
i practically slept through the whole day
totally not in condition.
and all our plans was messed up due to me.
supposed to go KL shopping you see.eventually din.
i din eat the day too.
lost my appetite. )):

that was my pathetic first day.

then the next day.
more things happened.
ever since i woke up.i felt this stinging pian in my left ears.
initially i thought it was due to wrong slpin position
or sth lidat. so din pay much attention.
but it nv go away.
we went down to KL that day.and the pain stays throughout the day.
till the night,when it really develops into BIG pains.
seriously painfuly.
)):
*ouch. oww..

when i finally told moo abt it.the pain is so much that it had sorta spreaded.
it felt so larx.like it had spreaded outwards.
i started having headache.like migrains.
feeling dizzy and nauseous.
and the entire side of my face was sorta like affected.
i can feel the swells and numbness.
VERY TERRIBLE
):
i cant eat cant really talk and i couldnt even smile too.
every single move and stretches of my muscles on the face hurts.
nahx.not exaggerating.
its that BAD.
):

so all the way i've been eating medicines
swallowing all the pills and tablets and glupping down all the waters
lol
torturous man )):

the swelling of my ear actually lasted all the way till i came back.
and its still not getting any better yet.
its still the same NOW.
lol
*beamed
moo brought me to consult my doctor last night after we got back.
previously my siblings thought it was frozebite.
so i asked the doctor.
and he says nahx.nothing of the sort.
i've got no idea how the pain and swelling started.
everybody have been asking.so does the doctor.
but i gave all of them the same reply.
'dono.it was a sudden attack once ever since i woke up that morning.'
i don deny my reaction is a little slow larx.
*beamed
but i seriously don rmb hitting my ear against anything,
or ant bug or insect biten it.

so the doctor concluded.
i dono what he said too. lol
*chuckled
i can only rmb he said it was infection.
then i rmb i told him i cant swallow alll the pills and tablets.
and he said.
'nahx.no. don worry.dere wont be many.'
but he lied.
OH MY GOD
i have a whole lot of it man!
whahahhaahahaahahahh.
[i dono if i shld laugh.but i think it sound funny.hahahah ((:]
so now.everytime i eat medicine
i've got to like swallow 6 of those tablety pilly drug.
[okie.thats my own language.]
*kuang xiao
ahahhahahahhaahhaha (:
and yer.
im serious. let me reinterate.
i cant swalllow pills.
imagine what im going through evryday now.amist of all the pain...
oww..
):

okie.so in conclusion.
I HAD A BAD HOLIDAY.
and its really bad. + terrible + torturous.
lol
and the most important thing.
i've been on drugs everyday since i left.and im still at it.
lol
*laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh

well.to top it all,
i felt real bad.
the entire plan for the trip is messed up due to me.
i was sick throughout.
):
*guilt stricken


;i am afraid