2 dae is sundae.tmr n tue is mii assembly performance.n jus1 more wk..is mii syf lerr. but onli now..fri..did sir den tell mii i needed to b reauditioned again.which means.. a high chanced i'ld b taken out of the comp.which means i want in the syf grp all along..but he nv tell mii.it feels lik bein cheated.y muz it b mii..y onli now den u say.. i sorta noe what'll b the audition.i've no confidence in passin.wo hao hai pa.if i failed..i wont join e rest in syf. i cant pay alone in front of tat freak or e band.i'llscared.i'llnervous.i'llfreak out. e tot of the audition..e tot of not able ttojoin e band in syf..ey provoked mii tears.tis is mii laz yr lerr.i dowan tto bii left outt.i wan go.. i tot cry lerr jiu mei shi lerr..i tot cry lerr i'll fell better..i'll 4get.but ey come again. i noe i needed to try.i noe i cannot give up jus lidat..but i cany pray e courage to jus try. i'm too overwhelmed by e tot wat if i fluang mii audition.. see.s told mii alot laz nite..he gave mii e courage to try..he convinced mii i'll pass. i promisen ven i'll pass.i dowan let tiz ppl down.hope i wont..
supposed to go out with kun.w ytd.but he's got work at nite in e laz min..so i cancelled everyting. i noe i shld believe him..but i keep tinkin tat its jus a lie.even if he lies..mayb he's got sth on..mayb he's got his reason.actually wanted him to acc mii n hopefully cheerx mii up a little..but too bad.mayb..it'll b better tat way bahx.. laz nite..he expressed his feelings to mii lerr..i was stuned. at tat moment..i onli tot of he's jus playin a prank on mii.mayb its bcoz i was tricked by him b4 bahx.. we had quite a long tok.i jus wanted sth long n sweet.frenx last.i don trust much in relationship anymore.ey'r short.n wen it ends..couples bcomes strangers.i dowan. i promised i'll b with him always.. i reali appreciated him. as long as he's not lyin to mii jiu can lerr..
now.all i wan is to pass mii auditioned tmr. :goddbLleSsmiI:
